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 mhbub a;lI
Ak du/sr /;ne=et d-;i‹eY mhbub a;lI
a;j eqek 12 bzr a;eg Aki$ kq; ¤Cc;r, kerizelnà Ú&;lb;is b;'l;ekÛ.
ebireY izl Û91 Ar bEeml;Y. perr bzr Ak$; z‹;r bE ebr
ker t;rpr dI`R idn cup mhbub. a;sel \r el%;r a;p;d mStk jue‹ zi‹eY a;ez
jIbn;ú
neNdr z;Y;. A%;enE mhbuebr sblt;.dubRlt;\. inejr Ak$; k;gj a;ezàÚic]p$Û.
ebreCz 14 bzr /er. %ub ez;$ebl;Y mhbub  d;dur k;ez s'SkOt ixe%ezn. m;r k;ez
epeYezn sufIb;edr e%;l; mn. t;E mhbuebr el%;Y At sbuj r'eYr z‹;zi‹. esl
$*;e„
c;kir kret kret el%;eli%. AE kibt;‡el; t;r Údu/sr /;ne=tÛ Ø1990àbEeml;Ù
eqek en\Y;. p{qm el%; AE bEi$E t;ek a;nNdb;j;rà edxà gnxi¼²à yubm;nsà
kq;s;iht* p{&Oit k;gj‡ilr p;t;Y tuel edY. a;j\ mhbuebr p{et*ki$ kibt;Y k;n p;tel
Spê ex;n; y;Y iZ- iZ-r @;kà b-;ixr surà Ael;emel; b;t;esr ixrixrà jelr beY
y;\Y;à bOiêr $up$;p. mhbub eyn aenk$; pq eh-e$ a;s;r pr b;'l; kibt;r g;eY Ak$; e%;l;
Z;p$;.
emolIr m;
esE keb suNdrben m/u &;°et igeY
a;m;r a;derr p-;cu eferin A%n\
¾sid¾nr $gbeg ¤Czl ebom; a;j f*;k;ex mue%
Ak$;E ere% y;\Y; b'exr b;itek ek;el ineY d-;‹;el
exW xIetr a;m‹; g;z$;Y bs; ife°$;ek men pe‹ .
pÓit r;et íbePn &;es
j'gl k-;p;en; rY*;l eb^elr Úh;lumÛ
tbu\ di%n duY;r %uel r;i%
n;i‹ ez-‹; $;en cel y;E
bnibib x;új'gilr edex
l;l pt¿ptÀ ek;q;\ ¤‹et ed%l;m n;à
t;hel\ mnek pÓeb;/ idt;m.
A%n\ t;r b-;c;úb-;c; gN/ e&es a;sez
hYt b; A%n\ es m/u &;°ez
j'gelr a;er; g&Ier.
du/sr /;ne=t
b-;/&;°; ½uese@r !ln;m; ede% h;tt;il id\n;
\età &;°el p;h;‹ /Bseb a;m;r et;m;r
ehes e%el cl; AE smtl.
A%;en A%n\ sbuj du/sr /;ne=t
A%;en ed;eYl A%n\ e&;elin t;r g;n
A%;en epÓ;iqt a;m;edr aXbø jNmúixk‹.
p;n;m;Y \E pukuerr ek;e, eceY ed%
h-;s dMpitr; ekmn ibe&;r a;emej
AE e@;eb AE &;esà et;el sue% gugil iZnukß
\r; iniXcNtà a;im tuim bN/u \edr.
A%n emik ejh;ed m;t;m;it i#k nY.
br' clà eg;/uil tÛ Aes egl eser k;j k;m
es;n;ek p;i‹eY `um imln p-;c;il a;r
l;lenr g;n ºen mnek pÓeb;/ idE
a;r ai&x;p idE ½uese@r !el
\edrE ibz;en; k-;$;Y mr³k \r;E.
`Ui,RZ‹ `nI&Ut heCz
Ak$; `UinRZ‹ `nI&Ut heCz
keYk x ikel;im$;r dUer
sudUr be^;ps;gerr buek
t;r a;xp;exr `n suNdrbenr
cpl hir,Ir; A%n\ j;enn; ikzu.
b;`\ celez AigeY inj g;ÅIyR bj;Y ere%
gr³ z;gl sbuj m;# eqek et;elin t;edr mu%
jnnI t-;r eSnh/;r; ideY celezn
h;ismu% sNt;nek.
º/u /r; pe‹ez
klk;t;r hÌdeY bs;en; yN]$;Y.
h;j;r m;El dUerr
ibedixnI ipÓY;r hÌdyN] ibkl hl n;ikÞ
t;et ik p‹ezn; /r;
a;m;r ekeNÜ `nI&Ut `UinR.
itni$ ÚdÛ
bÓ†;r ¤pedx izl itni$ ÚdÛ
d;nà dY; a;r EiNÜYdmn.
ett;iöexr mNbNter ú
gÓ;m eze‹ xhrmue%; m;nuW‡el;ek
ikzu d;n kr; ¤ict izl.
ezciöex eyidn ú
&gb;n a;r e%;d; mue%;mui% heln
esidn a;m;edr b;pú#;kudR;r;
ek k;ek dY; edi%eYizeln i#k enE.
s;tciöex h-;i‹ a;l;d;r SbePn
ibe&;r n; heY Ak$u EiNÜYdmn krel
hYt b; Eith;s$;E bdel eyt .
jNmidn &ul heY y;Y
jNmidn &uel egez p-;cu
ek;el ineY esidn sk;elr er;ed
m;eYr a;derr xtxt cumu
m;isipsIà ididm;r kt el;f;luif
yid\ e&;l;r nY tbu &uel egez.
pe‹ez duúc;r k;s úúú
A%n bk;e$à &;tm;r;à glgÓh
sm;ejr ec;e% º/u nY
sb eqek ipÓYedr\ k;ez .
ECz; \rà yid p;Y
es rkm st*;gÓh @;òI ai&y;n
aqb; klmId;em luikeY q;k;
=uidr;emr pq t;\ &;l izl
Ak$; egorbjnk mr, t ju$t
Asb n;n;n $;lb;h;n;Y
jNmidn &uel y;Y \r
p‹xIr s;n;EeY p-;cu k-;ed s;r;idn .
º/u kiMp¤$;r nY
º/u kiMp¤$;r nY
a;er; ek;en; Ak g&Ir a;x;Y
hen* p)iqbI ed%et c;Y Ak$; x;iNtr sk;l .
izNn hÌdYsu]guel; ineY
b;'l;r k;xfulà eg;l;pà apr;ijt;
f;Y;ir'úeSk;Y;e@ ep;‹; Er;n b;igc;r n;igRs
s;ijeY pr pr
m;l; g-;q;r ÂPn ÂPnE n; eqek y;Y
Amn b;Nd; c;E .
b;Nd; a;j fNdIr ifiker
AmnE mxgul eyà es ijNd;
n; em;dR; eb;Z;r ¤p;Y\ enE .
mNd;iknI su/; p;n kr;en;r ECz; q;kel\
inbR;k m;ú/ir]I t;E
aebl;Y p;'ºb,R c;¤inet
buiZeY edn et;m;edr b¼²Ot; b‹
as;rà eh-Y;lI aqb; mrIick; .
itë =,k;l
ed\Y;el ¤e¼jk zibguel;r mu% tuel c;\Y;
esidn b‹ ibp;ek efllà d-;i‹eY\ egl;m .
d-;‹;\ piqkbrà itë =,k;l men pe‹ egl
teb t-;r sm;i/ nYà sm;i/r a;xp;ex
gj;en; g;zp;l;r mt
b;sS$*;ç i`er aenk rUpsIr &I‹ .
b)iê hY hY Amn em`zib a-;k;
ek;en; Ak a-;cel e`em y;\Y;
mu% em;z;r pÓSÆuit inE .
xt;iÝp;err ek;en; Ak kib
hYt b; d-;i‹eY ed%eb
a;m;r sm;i/r ic‹ .
pÓeY;jn A%n
ibW in"Xb;es a;½;Nt xUn*m;#
b;¤l idexh;r; ...
t;r b;siNtk t;err $u' $;' b‹ ibmWR .
ey m;# Akidn eg;l; &ireY ideY
a;duer b;°;lIek ere%izl ebx sue%
es a;j b‹ anubRr .
t;r f;$el f;$el jm;
wj*eër g&Ir h;úŸt;x
skl s)jnxIlt;ek c;p; ideY
a;guY;n Ak /B'es;Nm;d pÓjeNmr idek .
c;ridek elilh;n a;guenr ix%;àú
pÓeY;jn A%n jl a;r
sud= f;Y;ribÓeg@ kmIR
Ak Zlk emosumI
sudUr be^;ps;gerr buk het
emosumI b;t;esr Ak$; Zlk
k%n ey ghn suNdrbn heY
a;m;r jI,R `err ¤Eú/r; drj;r b;l; ene‹
a;m;ek j;igeY idl buZl;m n; .
es b;t;s a;m;r `err
sb kluWt;ek `ul`uil ideY
b;r kret n; p;rel\
Ak$; sjIbt; Aen idl pÓ;e,à
a;im eyn ih$l;err
n;_sIht*; aN/kUepr me/*
ai„ejn epl;m .
a;m;rà a;m;r ipÓY emosumI
aenk b;/; e#el a;s;
@;kúip\enr h;et
et;m;r sbuj ici#
ArE n;m;Ntr .
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s'b;d
m;i$r es-;d; gN/\ a;j c;WI$;r k;ez b‹ ib&IiWk;
ik j;in ek;n¿ jimd;r ibW emerizl
lt;en; g;zguel;Yà
º/u mrln; ep;k;
s;e/r bld\ egl
inj Â&;eb es e%eYizl ikzu .
%;l/;er h-;$uem;‹; ejel$;\ &;eb
A m;z ikneb ik ek¤ ?
m;# e/;Y; ibW %;el izl
b*;e°r; et; a;egE ¤/;\ .
b;j;er pÓcur a;n;j
p$el ae!l nIl
a;lu a;r\ r;°;
&;biz à iknb ikn;
iken inE
&rs;à hludgue‹;r k*;psul .
gÓ;m$;r p-;cimexil m;nuW
a;m ilcu a;r k-;#;lg;ez e`r;
esidn Ak$; a;jb g-;eY egl;m .
shijY; suerr s;eq ºru ibeYr a;sr
bŸidn Amn ibeY edi% in
penr b;l;E enEà &uir e&;j\ nY
aitiq inYN], a;\t;Y pe‹E n;
º/u ek;ëIibc;r a;r
rÌpgue,r imlE ey%;en m;ndç
j;tp;etr eg-;Y;tRuim\ enE
brp= kenp= Ex;r;Y
prSprek j;ineY idl
ek¤ k;¤ek julum kreb n; .
b;r m;esr etr p;bRen sue%E a;ez
\E gÓ;m$;r p-;cimexil m;nuW .
Amn kibt; nY
Úm;nuW buZet n; p;er Amn kibt; d;\à
buiZn; A sMp;dekr ahimk; n; a;Ý;rà
p;#ekr jb;nbNdIú
s;r;idn j;lefel emelin Ak a;-cl; cuen;
A %;el elegez a;k;l
cel; %-uij m;z&r; %;l .
a;im t;E c;En; idet
em`hIn b)iêr b*q; buek ecep
esÓ;th;r; ndIr mt b*;kr,I kibt;r
a;r Ak$; a;dxR eg-;j;iml .
a;imE a;idm a;dm
izµ heY ek;en; Ak gÓh a;kWRe,
A p)iqbI Akidn xUen* &;sm;n izlúúú
aenk $;n;ep;e‹enr pr
m;t)ge&R ˜Ìe,r a;k;r l;e&r mt
t; Akidn epl m;i$r a;k;r
ÂgR het zui$ epeY a;dmúEe&r
hl t; bstb;$I .
j;l buen m;z /r;
l;°el p; f;l;úf;l; kr; %;$uinr pr
es idenr a;dm Âp« ed%t ey s;e/r mr;EeYr
a;j t; ed%et EeCz hY a;m;r\ .
a;j es Âp«mY p)iqbI a;b;d kr;r
z;iNdk a;il^n k%n ey p;b
A a;x;Y e&;r hY hY .
ejeg ¤i# ¥W;r a;el;Y
mue% xÝ a;imE a;idm a;dm .
in:pÓ;, eb‹; º/u n\
gÓI:mà bW;Rà xIetr
¤‚à is¼²à xItl a;il^en
a;im k%n\ a;gÓhI
k%n\ a;put
k%n\ b; buek mu%úluk;en;r &'gIet
ikzu h;r;b;r e%ed a;tÎsmpR, keriz .
&;bl;mà exW heY egiz
n;"à &ul e&e° eglà
f;Lguenr ful@;l; &er
enec k-ued efr; emom;iz
s;hs j;igeY y;Yà belú
ibmWR eqek;n; a;r
ehes \# e&;err sUeyRr mtà
et;m;ek ed\Y;l kÛer b*;i/nI fuör;
a;b;r b;-/eb t;r `r
bseNtr a;el;r z$;Y
a;b;r r;°;eb t;r ed;rà
tuim b;r;Nd;r eril' Ar mt
in:pÓ;, eb‹; º/u n\ .
`u,ep;k; kuer %;Y
`u,ep;k;guel; a;eSÆ a;eSÆ kuer %;Y gr;enr
%-ui$
Akidn puer; a;$c;l;$;E Ÿ‹mui‹eY pe‹ .
bI&_s ic_k;rà re¼²r ifnik......
\edr rmrm; mrºmà pÓitebxI j;egin A%n\ .
h;e‹r mÕ; kuer e%eY
puer; m;nuW$;ekE aekej; ker ed\Y;r mt
p)iqbIr i&tÀ n‹be‹ kerE \edr a;nNd .
\r; c;Y p)iqbI$;E /Ães y;k
a;r p;h;‹ cU‹; eqek g‹;en; h;tIr g*;'r;en; ºen
\r; ibl;sI imihrguel;r mt h;tt;il idk.
#;xúbunenr j;l
Akm;nuW jelr nIec AkZ-;k m;z
a;sr biseYez Ak mj;r
yid\ t; kiplmuinr adUer
grm etel&;j;e%ek;edr &I‹ nYà
tbu\ AkpÓSH a;el;cn; clez es%;en .
`uimeY pe‹ez ecoikd;r m;z$;
Zp;_ j;elr xÝ xunez n; ek¤
i`rez #;xúbunenr p;rm;,ibk j;l .
gu,In b-;c;eb b¤$;ek
t;E tÛ
ik hl ntun b¤$;r ?
h#;_ mu% qube‹ eg-; eg-; a;\Y;jÞ
/u*_et;r e%eYedeY enE k;j ?
dupuer \ `;e$ y;Y ekn ?
amn es;m¼ emeY
drk;r Z;‹f-uk \r .
hYt b; º/u nY \r
pÓeY;jn ecohiâ aqb; puer; gÓ;m$;r .
&Uetr aenk gÓ³p
m;med;à kbN/à ept«I Et*;id Et*;id...
\edr eg;ëIdBeNdB m;iteY exW mN] eZe‹
gu,In b-;c;eb b¤$;ekÞ
e&;r heY Al
h;YÞ ec;% kcl;Y eg;ebc;r; Â;mI .
bsNt bsNtE a;ez
bsNt ibekelr a;el; Zlml p)iqbI$;\
A muŸetR Aen edY Ak œd;sIn*
n;i&mUel kS\rI ere%\ `;esr e%-;ej
`uerefr; mUŒ hire,r dx; a;r ikÞ
buZl;m jBr heYez
jBerr pÓek;ep &ul bk;bik
&uel &uel et;m;r m/ur n;m$;\ Aes egl mue% .
@;¼²;r a;m;r buekr Úl;bÛ Ú@ubÛ
ex;n; bN/ ker y%n a;m;r mue%r kq; eke‹
et;m;r n;emr \pr dÛuc;r kq; blet l;gl
t%n a;m;r jBr n;met q;kl
bWR;r g;en mYUr n;ecr mt n;cl mn\.
ijer; p;\Y;err ec;e% cxm; heY
buiZeY idel bsNt bsNtE a;ez .
A eyobn
¥nib'x xt;iÝr eyobn
edY xu/u Sb;ip«k a;il^n.
g;N/Ià itlkà eg;e%là xÓIr;mk)‚à
rbINÜn;qà ibebk sh
su&;Wà njr³là =uidr;emr a;n;eg;n; q;kel
a;im ib'x xt;iÝr yub;\
eher;Een b-ud n; eqek ne‹ce‹ bst;m.
¤Êt eyobn a;m;r bel n;k a;j
Úbl bIrà icr ¤µt mm ixr.Û
br' es nueY pe‹
shk;r z;Y;e`r; esE e/;pI`;e$
e/;p;nI eyq;Y eh-$ heY k;ec Þ
ed;dul eg;ipnIkulà
nnIec;r a;j sb b‹E ebY;‹; .
eg;ipnIr; eceY q;k Akib'x xt;iÝr p;en
yid ekh es rkm a;es .
p;eYr k;j
sN/*;r gi‹Y;h;$ em;‹
º/u fuck;Y zYl;p nY
ec;% /-;/-;en; a;el; ineY
ed;k;nguel;r mt
aenekE aep=;rt
l*;Mpep;eêr p;tl; z;Y;Y .
Ak$u perE jem ¤#eb a;l;p
q;meb ec;%úkcl;in
a;r menr %c%c;in .
rjnIgN/;r et;‹;à fuld;in
ikenE celez r°ebr°;r;úúú
a;elY;r exW sIm;n;Y bs;
i&i%irr ep;‹ %;\Y; p;eY
a;r Akej;‹; nrm p;
ebm;lum m;i‹eY egl .
Úm;ŠjIà a;$ a;n;r fuck; %;\Y;Ûúúú
Úa;h mr,dx;à ik k;#e%;$FFFFFFFFFFFÏ;E
n; et;r
p; Þ
ci$eYE idil at d;mI a;lt; Þ
&;gÀ à mu%ep;‹; &;gÀ
a;sr jem egl di=,I n;ec .Û
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