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jih•l Esl;m Ak;/;er kibà el%kà s;'b;idk Ab' ¤µYn kmIR.
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ØgLpg[NhÙà jelr imizl Øk;b*g[NhÙà Ak;¼r Ab' ؤpn*;sÙà
Ak;kI n=] ؤpn*;sÙà pu•W pOiqbI Øk;b*g[NhÙà &;el;b;s;r
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p-;c imine$r b¼²Ot;Y ifiri^ yubki$ a;er; j;n;el; c;r t;rk;
ibixê ebel&U* eh;e$li$r epzenE reYez E¤er;epr iátIY
bOh¼m a%ir@ elkà ey%;en s;m;er l=;i/k pyR$k i&‹ jm;Y.
p[kOitr apUbR lIl; wbice]r imln `e$ez AE ebel&U* eh;e$elà
Ar Akidek eymn reYez a%ir@ elkà an*idek m;q; ¤-cu ker
bIrdepR d-;‹;en; p;h;‹. ebel&U*E a;m;edr a;p;t gNtb*à
\%;enE a;m;edr a;g;mI keYkidenr q;k;ú%;\Y; Ab' p[ix=,
g[henr b*bSh; kr; heYez. ejsp;r bel ek¤ Akjn a;m;edrek
a&*qRn; j;n;et \%;en aep=; ker bes a;ez.
b¼²Ot;r A pyR;eY b;esr i]xjn y;]Ir Akjnek dlent; hb;r
a;hb;n j;n;etEà a;m;edr a;en;Y;•Õ;m;n sdepR d-;i‹eY
egel;. buzl;m dlent; hb;r d;iYtBi$ mUlt kN@;šerr k;j kr;à
tbu\ gbR anu&b kret l;gl;m AE e&eb ey bŸj;itk AE
y;];Y entOtB edeb Akjn b;°;lI.
a;en;Y;•Õ;m;enr ibtikRt entOetB a;mr; y%n eh;e$l ebel&U*
eme$[;pel ep-ozl;m t%n r;t s;e‹ dx$;. A%;en\ p[it dujenr
jn* Aki$ ker k;mr; br;â. is^;puerr met; a;b;r\ eb;%;rI Ab'
a;im Aks;eq q;k;r isÊ;Nt inl;mà a;en;Y;•Õ;m;n jui$
b-;/el; %urixedr s;eq. kenRl r;%;l ash;eYr met; Aidkú esidk
t;k;iCzelnà x;msu \r Ael;p;q;ir d-;i‹ ineY AigeY Ael
r;%;l \ekE a-;ke‹ /reln.
r;etr aN/k;r a;er; sµ;sb[t p;lnrt /*nmGn p;h;e‹r eyont;
e&e^ y%n a;m;edr inx;cr b;si$ s;epr met; ihsihs ker A‡iCzel;
aãut p[;kOitk lIl;úwbice]*r edx emise@;inY;r buk icer t%n
a&;g; a;im `uem;iCzl;m b;esr ise$ m;q; ere%.
52 `N$;r y;]; exeW xrIr ibe$[ kret º• kerez Aek Aek i!l;
het º• kerez n;$úbL$u‡el;à eniteY p‹ez edh `i‹r
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klkÑ;. •emr c;ib ineY ti‹`i‹ !;¤s s;Eejr l;egj‡el;
$;net $;net dujn ¤e#Al;m c;rtl;Yà seter; nMbr •em.
a;XcyRà der;j; e&j;en; eken;? h;tl `uireY k;e#r kp;$
f-;k kretE ey dOx* ed%l;m t;et d-;t ideY º/u ij& k;$elE
cel n;. m;ZbYsI Ak ext;i^nI ey abSh;Y ºeY a;ezà A abSh;Y
ekbl inejr S]IekE ed%; sM&b. Ak Z$k;Y /r;m ker drj;
l;igeY iz$ek ebireY Al;m b;Eer. sxeÝ der;j; bN/ kr;Y ikzu$;
as&*t;E hYt heY q;keb. eb;%;rI a;m;r epzen q;k;Y \ek a;r
AE ibb[tkr abSh;Y p‹et hel; n;. º/u ti‹t;ht a;m;ek ede%
ti‹_ gitet p[Xn krel; Úik heYezÛ? Ar jb;eb º/u AE$uku
bll;mà Úikzu Ak$; gN@eg;l heYez irespxen eyet hebÛ.
d[³t zu$l;m inecà irespxenr idek. eyet eyet &;bet
l;gl;mà pe,R; zibr xu*i$' clez n;úet;? Asb zibr emik' ej;n
ihs;eb AE a÷elr ebx su%*;it reYez. d;ird[ Ab' es„ if{
sm;j b*bSh;à A dueYr smNbY$; pe,R;g[;ifr pOêep;Wkt;Y sh;Yk
reYez d;•,&;eb. 1991 s;el sm;jteN]r ptenr s;eq s;eq
r;ixY;Y y%n b*pk aqRwnitk /Bs n;em t%n Ak$; ckel$ ik'b; Ak
p*;ek$ ibSkue$r ibinmeY emeYr; ºeY p‹et; inidR/;Y. AkE ic]
emise@;inY;Y ed%; egel\ ab;k hb;r ek;n k;r, enE.
sbikzu ºen irespxinê duE h;et inejr k;n /er blel;à Ús*irà
et;m;dr •m Aen„ ibiL@'eY.
m;Zr;et ed‹mi, l;egj ineY AE eh-c‹; k-;h;tk a;r
&;el; l;eg. Aen„ ibiL@' p;h;e‹r %;ink$; !;el. n;met
heb ebx aenk$; inecà t;rpr ¤#et heb punr;Y c;rtl;Y. a;r
p;riz n;à EeCz heCz A%;enE ºeY pi‹. $;k; Ak$; b‹
anuep[r,; seNdh enEà k®;iNt dUr kret eb;%;rIr pr;mxRmet;
m;s;eNt p[;p* k‹ke‹ @l;r‡el;età y;r Aki$ &;^;elE
a;m;edr aenk‡el;à Ak$u alIk ec;% buileY inl;m. t;rpr ntun
¤d*em ep-oez egl;m inejr `er.
b;q•emr drj;Y ek;n iz$ikin ik'b; lk enE. eb;%;rIek bll;mà
Ú%brd;r Amue%; hebn n;à yt=, n; a;im ebr hE.Û t;rpr #;N@;
Ab' grm p;inr Ak$; a;r;md;Yk kke$l b;ineY kuEk x;\Y;r inl;m.
ebx ZrZer l;gez A%n. a;mr; y%n r;etr %;b;r e%et @;Yin' hel
enem Al;m t%n r;t s;e‹ b;er;$;à puer; @;Yin' hl gmgm krez.
gt itniden s;r; duinY; eqek p[;Y c;rÛx E¤Ani& Aes
jm;eYt heYez AE eh;e$el.
p[qm r;et k®;iNt q;k; se¼B\ etmn Ak$; `um hel; n;. ikzu=,
prpr eyn k;er; ibedhI a;tÎ;r dI`RXb;esr xÝ p;E. xÝ$;
dI`RXb;esr hel\ ebx ibk$. a;m;r ekblE men heCz emise@;inY;r
exoyRúbIeyRr AE a/"ptn ede% ebel&U* p;h;e‹r buk
e&e^ ebireY a;sez mh;bIr a;elkj;N@;err dI`RxB;s. ey
mh;bIerr r;jtB izel; Aksmy pOiqbIr ae/Rk;'x jue‹à ŠXberr
ik lIl; t;r inejr edx =ud[ emise@;inY;r n;mi$\ muez igeYizel;
ibxB m;nic] eqek. AEet; m;] kidn a;egà 1991 s;el punr;Y
emise@;inY; Sb;/In hel; yueg;Sl;i&Y; eqek. abx* emise@;inY;r
Aki$ b‹ a'x A%en; g[Iesr e&ter reY egez. g[Ik srk;r ±ith*gt
k;re,E emise@;inY;ek A%en; pU,R SbIkOit Øemise@;inY; ihs;ebÙ
edYin. \r; ibxB;s ker id eg[$ emise@;inY; g[IesrE a'xà A$;
ek;n a;l;d; r;ê[ het p;er n;. Akq; st* ey emise@;inY;r g[Ik
a'exE jeNmizeln mh;bIr a;el„;N@;r. g[Iesr asNtuiêr k;re,E
Sb;/In emise@;inY;r aifixY;l n;mkr, kr; heYez. Úfrm;r
yueg;Sl;& irp;bilk ab emise@;inY; (FYROM)Û.
g[Ikedr &Y edxi$r n;m emise@;inY; hel adUr &ibW*etE
\r; g[Ik emise@;inY;à y;r r;j/;nI eqs;el;inikà inejedr bel
d;bI ker bset p;er. d%l Ab' p;L$; d%l blk;enr icr;Yt ±ith*à
k;ejE &Yet; ikzu$; q;kebE.
g[;¤N@ ef®;er cm_k;r suEim' pulà ipzen E¤er;epr iátIY
bOh¼m elk a%ir@à s;men ebel&U* p;h;‹ g@ijl;r met;
q;b; emel d-;i‹eY a;ez. apUbR smnBYà e%Y;lI p[kOit A%;en
esejez \r EeCz met;.
ebx ebl; ker `um eqek \#;r EeCz q;kel\ a;el„j;N@;err
ibedhI a;tÎ;r dI`RxB;s a;m;ek `umuet idel; n;. eb[kf;S$
eser x;$l b;es ce‹ del bel ebi‹eY p‹l;m s;E$úisiY'eY.
dx imine$r m;q;Y epo-ez egl;m a%ir@ xherr ekNd[Shelà ey%;en
p;h;‹úelk imilt heYez ab/;irt s^em. sit*E ai&&Ut
h\Y;r met;. Aet; suibx;l elk. a;m;edr a;en;Y;•Õ;m;net;
b;jIE /er efelizelnà ÚA$; abx* smud[Û. a;r y%n emen ineln
A$; elkà t%n itin !;k; xherr ebx a;el;ict ibWY /;nmiN@
elkek e$en Aen ait pur;tn Aki$ m/*ib¼ xŸer p[b;d ºineY
idelnà Ú@;El\ Ak$; trk;rI a;r etl;ep;k;\ Ak$; p;%IÛ. a;mr;
abx* t;r se^ em;e$\ Akmt n;.
eh;k n; ez;$à tbu\ a;m;edr n;girk jIben pirebexr &;rs;m*
i#k r;%;r e=e] /;nmiN@ elekr ‡•tB apirsIm. du"%
Ak$;E d%ld;redr el;e&r ijhb; ½mxE ece$úpue$ e%et e%et
ez;$ ker eflez a;m;edr elk‡el;à p;kR‡el;à Amnik
m;tOStn*d;]I–pI bui‹g^;ek\ pyRNt. ½mx s• heY y;eCzà
n;b* heY y;eCz bui‹g^;. x[IhIn bui‹g^; ekblE eyn heY ¤#ez
!;k; xherr bjR[b;hI Aki$ ndRm;. p[kOitr p[it a;m;edr AE
abehl; Ab' at*;c;err d;Y Akidn a;m;edrekE ex;/ kret heb aenk
c‹; mUel*.
ArE me/* a;mr; Aki$ EN$;ren$ p;rl;r a;ibSk;r ker efll;mà
a;ibSk;r krl;m a;int;ek. a;int; Akux bzerr izpizep Ak t•,Ià
hlud;& g;eYr r°à m;q; `uireY edb;r met; ifg;r. es t;r
b;lkbN/ui$ek ineY duE •emr kui‹i$ kiMp¤$;r ibixê
EN$;ren$ p;rl;ri$ c;l;eCz. p[it imine$ Ak idn;r aqR;_
b;'l;edxI mud[;Y p-c;ix pYs; b[;¤ij' c;jR ideY S]I Ab' sd*
eze‹ a;s; shkmIRedrek ebxikzu EemEl p;#;l;m.
a;b;r ifer Al;m a%ir@ elekr k;ez. a;j seter;E Aip[l. bzerr
ihesb ‡en A%;en A%n &r; bsNt. abx* t;pm;];r a;½mn
anuy;YI a;m;edr jn* puer;m;];Y xIt. a;jekr t;pm;]; eW;l.
elekr p;‹ e`eW elekr s;eq p;ö; ideY `uret `uret Aki$ g;Œ
sbuj p;kR ¤e# egez p;h;e‹r m;q;Yà \r epzen efel y;\Y;
p[;eNt Aki$ bO¼ y; a%ir@ xherr ekNd[ bel ibebict. bOe¼r
m;Z%;en Ak bOeÊr mUitRà itinE emise@;inY;m b,Rm;l;r
a;ibSk;r.
ifret heb dupur Ak$;r me/*. iben pYs;r x;$l b;es c‹;r jn*
bŸj;itk n;rIúpu•eWr Ÿe‹;Ÿi‹$; mNd l;gel; n;à
Ak$; ¤_sb ¤_sb &;b a;ezà ebx ¤pe&;g*. p;ikSh;nI
pu•W‡el; suey;g epelE exBt;i^nI n;rIdr ineY inejedr me/*
aXlIl riskt;Y emet ¤#ez a;r a;medr a;en;Y;•Õ;m;n s;ehb
t;et Sb;neNd ey;g ideCzn.
Ar me/* Ak p;ikSh;nI yubekr s;eq a;m;r %;ink$; a;l;p heY
egel;. a;l;epr Ak pyR;eY s;menr sIe$ bes q;k; ib[i$x t•,Ii$ek
edi%eY es a;m;r k;enr k;ez mu% Aen ifs ifs ker blel;à Úa;im
\ek ibz;n;Y inet c;EÛ. a;im p[Xneb;/k dOiêet \r idek
t;ikeY q;kel es wkifYt edb;r &i^et a;m;ek eb;Z;et c;Eel;à
Ú\r; a;m;edrek duExt bzr ex;W, kerezà sutr;' A$; a;m;r Ak
/re,r d;iYtB. z;‹l;m n; a;im\à bll;m Úp-icx bzerr p[itex;/
enb;r d;iYtB$;et; t;hel a;m;r \pr btR;YÛ. se^ se^ mu% k;el;
ker efll es. t;rpr p[qem a;m;r ec;e% Ab' per a;m;r @;nidek
bs; p;ikSt;n inbR;cn kimxenr ¤psicb Ak p;¢;bI mihl;r idek
aãut Ak dOiêet t;k;el;.
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