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bzr p-icexk a;eg j;Yg;$; izl jl;jimà /;enr e%t a;r ecirr j^là
eyidek ec;% y;y º/u xUn* p[;Nter EtStt g;zp;l;. m;# Ab'
grIb m;nueWr jn* bsb;esr ikzu `rb;i‹.
k;-c;
r;St;. m;eZ m;eZ g•r g;i‹r ek;- ek;- a;\Y;j. s;r;iden
duAk$; g•r g;i‹ bŸdUr ibStOt p[;Nter h;ireY y;b;r jn*
ehel duel y;]; krt. sk;l ebl;età e&i‹r s'lGn Al;k;r
ikzu s;Eekl a;er;hIr a;n;eg;n;. Z-;k; iney mue$Y;l; a;r
m;ezr b*;p;rI ik'b; a;‹td;redr el;kjenr y;\Y; a;s; ec;e%
p‹t.
aqc j;Yg;i$ b‹ xhr eqek ebxI dUer\ nY. p;x ideY p;k; r;St;
cel egez AY;rep;$R b;r;s;t p;r heY. AY;rep;$R y;b;r i&
a;E ip r;St;$;E yt g¹eg;l sOiê ker efll. xherr el;kjn
k;z;k;iz %;il j;Yg; epeY Ÿ‹mu‹ ker cel a;set q;kl.
xherr A-ed; gil eqek mui¼² ek n; c;Y.
ibWYI el;ekr; n;n; /;n¿d;Y e`;er. itn c;rx $;k;Y k;#; imel
egel $;k; %;$;b;r\ sur;h; hY. jim º/u edYà enY n; ikzuE.
sb b;e‹à º/u jim g[hi$r jNm eqek AkE a;ez. jimet $;k;
l;g;el $;k; b;e‹.
teb aih&UW, Ak$u an* /re,r m;nuW. xher s;m;n* c;kir Ab'
b;i‹ &;‹; t;ek t;‹; krt. m;q; eg;-jb;r inj #;-E
ineY duiXcNt;. k;r%;n;r abSh;\ &;l n;. exeW r;St;Y igeY
d;-‹;et n; hY. suey;g met; itn c;r k;#; jim epel es\ eken.
bN/u negnE belizlà k;#; c;erk
jim iken r;%. a;e%er k;ej l;geb.
bN/ur pr;mexRE blet egel jim ekn;à a;r jim ey m; l=ÎI bzr
duE n; `uretE es t; e$r epeY egl. `rb;i‹r enx; k;r n; q;ek.
kusum ¦uel Ak$; c;kir epeY y;\Y;Y h;et dupYs; jmet\ q;kl.
ey aih&UW, Ak &;eb cel y;Y eg;ezr m;nuW izlà t;ekE
exeW kI ey b;i‹ kr;r enx;Y epeY bsl. b;i‹ kret pYs; l;egà
b;i‹r $;k; &uet ey;g;Yà negenr Amn sb eSt;tb;ek*
es\ anup[;i,t. A%n a;r aifs zui$r pr bes q;ek n;úú aifs
zui$r pr b;‹it k;ejr sub;ed\ ikzu a;Y het q;kl. Ab' ed%et
ed%et es itn k;mr;r Ak%;n; bstb;i$r m;ilk heY egl.
Amn p;¹bbijRt Al;k;Y t;r b;i‹`rà k;r, ytdUr ec;% y;Y p;k;
b;i‹r hids emel n;. AE injRn Al;k;Y b;gcIb;buà s;h;b;bu
z;‹; `rb;i‹ b;n;et a;r ek¤ r;ij izl n;. jim ekn; ebc;
clez n;ikà teb t;r; sb f;$k;b;j. jimr dr ¤#el ebec edeb AE
e&eb eken. aqc t;r;E t;ek ¤_s;h idt.
t;edr ¤pedx ú m;nuWjn hl eg mx;m;izr mtà ekbl ¤e‹
eb‹;Y. suey;g buZel eZ;ep j^el a;St;n; wtir ker. buZeln
a;pn;edr `rb;i‹ ede%E y;r; ¤e‹ eb‹;eCzà t;r; `rb;i‹
b;n;et s;hs p;eb.
b;i‹$; ed;tl; heY y;\Y;r pr aih&UW, l=* krlà r;St;r
/;er sit*E ntun b;i‹ ¤#ez. \r &;lE l;gtà m;nuWjn
emom;izr met;. Z;-ek Z;-ek \e‹à &;l j;Yg; epel bes
y;Y. ikzuidn b;ed j;Yg;$; ey a;r p;¹bbijRt Al;k; q;keb n;
aih&UW, &;lE j;en. inejek a;jk;l es yeqê ibc=,\
&;eb. kq;Y kq;Y a;jk;l kusumek e%;-$; idet\ z;e‹ n;.
kI buZz ?
ÚkI buZb a;b;rà jim ede% et; icridnE e%eYizel. kI ec;p;$;
n; krel exeW. A%;en mret Ael. n;l; e@;b; /;n jim a;r ytdUr
ec;% y;Y k;exr bn. Amn j;Yg;Y ek¤ jim eken ? jimet ek;mr jl.
jim ek;q;Y At e@;b;. m;nuWjn ek;q;Yà Ak$; kukur pyRNt ed%;
y;eCz n;.Û b;i‹$; heY y;\Y;r pr aih&UW, kq;Y kq;Y
e%;-$; idt. ÚA%n buZz jim ek;q;YÛ ? t%n
jim$; ede% kusum abx* ek-ed efelizl. i& a;E er;e@ ¤e#
h;¤ h;¤ ker k;µ;. $;k;$; buiZ sit* jel egl. jimet ey
kusuemr\ exW kpdRk %rc. ahI&UW,
belizlà ed% n; ik hY. kusum e%-ikeY ¤e#izl. t;E bel ek;mr
jel tuim jim %-ujet egel. a;m;edr ik @ueb mr;r a;r j;Yg; izl
n;.
t;r\ men heYizl
jim ineY es et; f;$k; e%let n;emin. jim efel r;%;r jen*\
ekenin. m;q;r ¤pr Ak$u%;in z;edr a;x;YE et; jim ekn;. esE
jim jelr tl;Y @ueb q;kel kusum sh* ker ik ker. kusum r;g
kretE p;er. es kusumek esidn ek;n\ rkm p[eb;/\ idet p;erin.
negn se^ izl. esE a;x;r kuhek efel ideY belizlà m;i$ hl eg
a;sl es;n;. r;mkO‚ beleznà $;k; m;i$à m;i$ $;k;. At
`;be‹ y;Cz eknÞ duidn b;ed negn Aes belizlà %;l k;$el
sSt;Y m;i$ p;\Y; y;Y. kusumek t;j; ker et;l;r jn* belizlà
sSt;Y ek m;i$r b*bSh; ker edeb. x dUE $;k; b;‹it %rc;.
jl a;r q;keb n;à jim &r;$ heY y;eb.
jim &r;$\ heY egl. itn c;r bzerE ahI&UW, ed;t;l;Y ¤e#
a;set eperez. Akex; p;-c $;k; h;j;r Ak nMbr E$. cuY;µ $;k;
isemeN$r bSt;. es‡n k;e#r ik¤ibk if$ p-Yt;iöx $;k;úúijinWpe]r
d;m Ÿ Ÿ ker b;‹ez. b;gcI
b;buE ed%; hel bletnà E$ kt ker ineCzn ? Akex; p;-c $;k;
h;j;r E$ ºen bletnà &;i$Y;l;r; ed%iz idn idn @;k;t heY
¤#ez. srk;r ik ker. y; %uix d;m eneb. a;r a;pin r;ij heY
egeln. a;m;r s;hes kulet; n;. a;ix $;k; h;j;r gizeY ideY
egel b;i‹r k;ej h;t ideYizl;m. kI ey heCz. sb ikzu a;k;x
ez;-Y; heY egl mx;EÞ b;i‹`r a;r k;r\ kret heCz n;.
aih&UW, mj; ept. eh;kà d;m b;‹uk. t;r b;i‹$; heY
egel yt %uix d;m b;‹uk. bzr bzr d;m l;ifeY b;‹ez. AE et;
ed;t;l; kr;r smY Ee$r d;m Akex; i]x inl h;j;er. eg;ibNd ibL@;sR
bltà a;pin puren; %eâr. z;i‹ kI ker. b;j;er Ee$r dr Akx
ciöx ¤e# egez.
y;E eh;kà b;i‹$; t;r mNd n;. nIec du%;n; ex;b;r `r. ¤per\
t;E. s;men b*;lkin. k;c ideY e`r;. es r;et b;i‹ ifer b*;lkinet
bselà dUr p[;eNt h*;s;ekr a;el; ed%; eyt. t;r `er A%n\ h*;irekn
jÃel. g;zp;l;r aN/k;er esE h*;s;ekr rhs*mY a;el;E Akidn ekn
ey t;r b;i‹$;ek a;r\ mh;`R ker tull es buZet p;er n;.
atdUer k;r; q;ekÞ
b;i‹$; idenr ebl;Y Spê ed%; y;Y. sÅbt l;l re°r Ee$r b;i‹.
inejr met; ker es &;eb. g;zp;l;r z;Y;Y ikzu$; aN/k;r\
heY q;ek b;i‹$;. eb;/hY a;m j;m g;z a;ez eml;à sup;irg;z\
q;ket p;er. idenr ebl;Y b;i‹$;r ek;n\ rhs* q;ek n;.
r;et h*;s;ekr a;el; jÃlelE ekmn Ak a;el;r ix%; g;zp;l;
e&d ker s;r; b;i‹mY zi‹eY p‹et q;ek.
a;r aenk$; j;Yg; ineY men hY b;i‹$;.
sdr r;St; i& a;E ip er;@ eqek enem ktdUr egez t%n\ t;r
j;n; hY in. t;r b;i‹$; abx* sdr r;St;r p;ex nYúúikzu$;
m;e#r i&tr bel r;et b‹E injRn. kt rkemr p;i%r; ey r;et
b;i‹$;r \pr ideY ¤e‹ y;Y.
p;i%r gl;r xÝ ºnet ºnet kusum Ab' es k%n ey `uimeY pe‹.
eZ;ep j^el @;Ÿk p;i%r\ z‹;zi‹.
t;r;\ p[her p[her ek;l;hel m¼ hel kusum ejeg y;Y. p;i%r
ibrl k;µ; kusum eb;/hY sh* kret p;er n;.
xherr ibW;¼² b;t;s eqek dUer q;k;r a;nNd t;r\ t%n km n;.
b;i‹ º/u e%;l;eml;E nY ú Aekb;er mnuW*bijRt Al;k;Y es
t;r suNdr b;i‹$; ker sue%E izl. kusumà esà b‹ j*;i#m;à
duE kn*;. i& a;E ip er;@\ ebix dUr n;úúkusuemr se^ t;r;
E¦uel y;Yà ifer\ a;es. b;es bs;r\ j;Yg; p;\Y; y;Y. At su%
t;r. a;jk;l kusum t;r buiÊ ibebcn;r t;irf ker.
k;r%;n; eqek ifret r;t ht bel zui$r idn z;‹; Aidk \idk
e`;r;r es absr ept n;. zui$r iden ibekl helE aih&UWe,r
ekn j;in bes q;ket &;l l;gt n;. es ebr heY p‹t. m;e#
a;b;r E$ p‹ez. ek¤ a;b;r AE Al;k;Y bsb;s kr;r jn* b;i‹
wtir krez. k;r b;i‹ heCzúún;m /;m j;n;r ekotuhl\ km n;.
xt hel\ t;r; t;r p[itebxI úú Ab' AE&;eb pirceYr gi¹
b;‹et b;‹et b;gej;l; k*;eMpr i&tr\ es !uek eyt.
b;gej;l; k*;eMpr grIb m;nuWjenr se^\ t;r pircY ht. i#k;
k;ejr el;k sSt;Y imel eyt pircY sUe]. k%n\ es ehe$ eyt %;l
br;br úú \p;ex sL$ elekr /U /U p[;Ntr. º/u ebn;`;s ik'b;
k;exr bn ytdUr ec;% y;Y. due$; Ak$; s;d; re°r b;i‹ p;i%r
i@emr met; ¤ã;ist heY ¤#t.
Akidn es a;ib¦;r ker efll l;l re°r b;i‹$; úú a;er AE
et; esE b;i‹. t;r ed;tl;r b*;lkin eqek shejE y; ed%; y;Y.
ej*;_Sn; r;et h*;s;ekr a;el; im[Ym;, q;ek bel b;i‹$; t;r
ece%r ¤pr eqek ktb;r ey adOx* heY egez.
a;sel es ey ebr hYà t;r ebr het &;l l;egà k;r, AE
b;i‹$;r e%-;ejE es ebr hYà aqc eyn %u-ej p;Y n; k;r, AE
p[;Nt sIm;Y k;exr ben !uek egel m;q; sm;n k;exr bn sbE eyn
a;‹;l ker r;e%. es Aidk \idk eh-e$ %u-ej eb‹;Y t;rpr exW
hY r;St; &ul ker efel.
ahI&UW, a;j ikzuetE t;r b;i‹$; n; ede% y;eb n;. k;r;
q;ekà ik'b; At g;zp;l;r me/* mOdu zibr met; b;i‹$; edY;el
eyn EeCz krelE l$ek ed\Y; y;Y. k;ez eyetE aih&UW, buZl
jim$;r Akp[;eNt b;i‹$;. a;r jim$;r du idek
b‹ b‹ $;n; p*;$femRr met;
ed;c;l; i$enr es@. ibx b;Ex$; j;isR g• Akidek. a;r an*idek
ibx b;Ex$; em;W b;-/;. Akjn k;el; ej;Y;enr met; el;k &uisr
bSt; eqek b‹ b‹ i$en ebr ker ineCz eg;ú%;d*. Ak$; ez;|
ezel r;St;r ¤pr bes nelr b;-ix b;j;eCz. k;el; k;er gl;Y •ep;r
c;kit eZ;l;en;. a;r duúc;rjn A/;r \/;r %‹ ibc;il eke$
j;bn; ideCz. k;k x;ilk i$Y;p;i%r Z;-k\ es ed%et epl. lMb;
p;-icel Zumek; lt;r nIl fuelr z‹;zi‹. b;i‹$; ed%et
ed%et men heYizl ibWYI m;nueWr k;rs;ijúúm;ilk i#k Akjn
due/r k;rb;rI. t; eh;k el;k$;r •ic a;ez. s;men sbuj `;esr
g;ilc; a;r ikzu a;t; felr g;z. ShlpdÍ fuelr g;z\ s;ir s;ir
l;g;en;.
a;sel b;i‹$; p-;icle`r; jimr exW p[;eNt n;n; benr g;zp;l;
ineY tep;benr met; heY a;ez. %;elr b;-/ /er ehe-$ egel
b;i‹$;r sbE dOx*m;n heY \e#. yid\ E-e$r p;icl e`r; b;i‹
úú %ub ¤-cu p;i-icl ú ek;mr sm;nà EeCz krelE ey ek;n\
el;k edY;l $pek b;i‹et !uek eyet p;er.
A%n es %;elr b;-e/ d;-i‹eY a;ez. ekotuhelr exW enE t;r.
Amn suNdr b;i‹et k;r; q;ek. due$; j;m•l g;ezr f;-ek j;nl;\
Spê. `err i&tr suNdr p;lé. Amn ik r;St; eqek edY;el
if$ kr; ibx;l a;Yn;i$ nIecr sUy;ReSt smuÕBl. Ab' shs; men
hl esE a;Yn;Y ek;n\ ¤l^ n;rIr p[itibMb. plek a;Yn; eqek
n;rI adOx* heY egl.
Amn prm;suNdrI yubtIr e%;-j epeY es Ak$; g;ezr a;‹;el d;-i‹eY
egl. yid t;ek efr a;Yn;Y nGn abSh;Y ed%; y;Y. `err p;léi$
ey mYUrp×I enok;r met; n;n; s;ej siÕt ú r;St; eqek buZet
t;r a;edo kê hY n;.
es ikzu=, d;-i‹eY q;kl i#kà teb a;r ikzuE a;Yn;Y p[itibMb
heY e&es ¤#l n;. ek;q; eqek AE p[itibMb e&es Al es
t;\ buZet p;rez n;. ekn ey shs; men hl t;r r;jpu] r;jkn*;r
geLp Amn n;rIr ed%; p;\Y; y;Y. p[itibMb e&es q;kel es\
a;ez ek;q;\.
es c;rp;x ed%;r jn* s;menr idek AigeY egl. a;XcyR Ak ser;br.
pdÍfuelr z‹;zi‹. g&Ir kO‚be,Rr g;zp;l;Y a;Cz;idt
ser;bri$r `;$$; eXbtp;qer b;-/;en;. cul %uel Ak yubtI es%;en
bes a;ez. xIetr ibekel er;edr ¤‚t; eme% ineCz g;eY. ik'b;
eb;/hY cul ºek;eCz. emeYi$ eb;/hY t;ek ed%et epeYez. AE
jnxU,* p[;Nter b;i‹$;r s;menr idk$; du/;el; g• em;W
m;nuWjn q;kel\
epzenr idk$; AE a|;ilk; Ab' ser;br ineY Ak;Nt injRn b;s
&;b;E eyet p;er. t;r j;nl; e%;l; q;kel\ Amn ek a;ez dUr
eqek `err AE p[itibMb l=* ker. es shejE inejE eb;/hY a;‹;l
wtir ker ¤l^ het s;hs p;Y.
Atk;l heY egez aih&UW, jIben\ kusumek a;Yn;r s;men nGn
ed%et p;Y in. ik'b; a;Yn;Y n;rIr xrIr ekmn ed%;Y es j;en n;.
emeYi$ aNtihRt hl i#kà teb t;r xrIerr erx ejeg q;kl aih&UWenr
aNter. At c÷l t;r git ey p;eY nupur q;kel Zm Zm ker ebej\
¤#et p;rt. edbI p[itm;r met; mu% dI`R;^I egorb,R;. ibxà
b;Exà i]x ey bYesrE eh;k n;rI n;rIE. &;ir inteMb Amn muÔt;
es k%n\ anu&b kerin.
eyont; ibWYi$r ey ai&m;nI –p a;ez aih&UW, Amn `$n;r
sMmu%In n; hel buZet p;rt n;. xrIer yeqê ¤e¼jn; s÷;r
heCz. yubtI t;ek ede% lÕ; epeYezà aqb; injRn j;Yg;Y Amn
ek;n pu•eWr a;ib&R;b hl ey es t;ek %u-ej eb‹;eCz.
yubtI eÂCz;Y eh;k ik'b; lÕ;Yà k;r, AE pu•W p;-icelr \p;ex
d;-i‹eY q;kel shejE a;Yn;Y t;ek i#k a;ib¦;r kerez. hYt
xIetr anuÕBl sUy;ReSt es inejek AE &;eb a;Yn;Y ed%et
&;lb;es bel s;eq s;eq lÕ; p;Y.
aih&UWenr ekmn e`;r ¤piSht heYizl úú e`;r eke$ egel
ed%là a;k;ex n=] fue$ a;ez úú º/u aN/k;r c;rp;ex úú
h*;s;ekr a;el; b;i‹$; eqek cu-EeY ibSt;irt heCz
c;rp;ex. p;lé Ab' ed\Y;el\ esE a;el; ú º/u `er ek¤ enE.
a;x;Y a;x;Y ey kt=, d;-i‹eY q;kl t;r i#k enE. a;b;r yid
n;rIr nGn p[itibMb dpRe, e&es \e# úú AE aep=;Y Ak
a;XcyR ¤e¼jn; s÷;r hY.
b;i‹ ifer Ael kusum l=* kerizlà m;nuWi$ t;r ekmn an*mn¦.
AminetE kusuemr ai&ey;egr exW enE úú t;r \pr b;i‹r
m;nuW yid zui$r iden ak;re, r;St;Y `uer eb‹;Y %;r;p t;r
l;getE p;er. kusum n; bel p;rl n;à At r;t heY egl ifretÞ
emeYedr ineY bsel et; p;r. Ar; et; b;b; enE et; %E &;j.Û
ahI&UWe,r emeYr; A%n ikex;rI. AE bYes emeYr; s;m;n*
trlmit heYE q;ek úú %ub Ak$; ed;eWr n;. p‹et &;l
l;geb ekn. xrIr et; t;edr A%n an* kq; bel.
a;jk;l aifs eqek ifer t;r er;j Ak b;itk. es b*;lkinr
EijecY;er g; AileY edY. h;t mu% /ueY j;m; p*;N$ eze‹ esE
ey bes a;r ne‹ n;. c; jl%;b;r k;ejr emeYi$ ideY eyt. h*;irekn
jÃlt úú Ab' a;k;ex ¤d;s m;e# k%n\ ej;*_Sn; e%l; ker
eb‹;t.
a;k;ex nIl hlud re°r n=]r; n;c;n;ic krt úú dUer %;l p;r
heY sbuj Ak eyn ar,* ejeg q;kt. Ak$u e%;l;eml; j;Yg;Y b;i‹
ker bsb;s kr;r a;nNdE a;l;d;. $[;m b;esr a;\Y;ej k;n fue$;
heCz n;. r;etr inStÊ;Y Ak sbuj ar,*&uimet º/u h*;s;k jÃlez.
b‹ dUr a;r ekmn ÂePnr edx men ht t;r. esE mYUrmu%I p;leé
s;d; c;derr ibz;n; Ab' b‹ ed\Y;l a;Yn;r s;men es d;-i‹eY.
kusum @;kezà kt r;t hl ex;eb n; ? kt r;t ejeg q;kb.
ahI&UWe,r ekmn eyn ker úú b‹ edY;l a;Yn;r s;men
yubtI d;-i‹eY cul a;-c‹;eCz.
cul nIl. ek;mr pyRNt cuelr eg;z;.
tuim ikeg;à As n;. drj; bN/ ker ºeY p‹ n;. kusuemr a;itR
ex;n; y;Y.
p[itibMb @;kez. &;ir intMb.
k;en EY;ir° prez. mue% p[s;/n. t;rpr geLpr bE ineY ºeY
pe‹ez. h;-$u ¤e# y;eCzà x;‹I ¤e# y;eCz. ahI&UWe,r
xrIer Z‹ ¤#ez Ab' t;r xrIr ek-ep ¤#ez. ¤l^ heCz eyn es.
kusum e=;e& du"e% b;r;Nd; eqek e$en ih-ce‹ e$en
ineY y;eCz.
et;m;r m;eZ m;eZ ik hY bltÞ
ahI&UW, eyn ºnet p;Y n;. es ai/k e`;err me/* ibz;n;Y
kusumek ji‹eY /er inl. teb p[;e,r s;‹; p;Y n;.
kusum f-uipey f-uipeY t%n º/u k;-ed.
et;m;r kI heYez blt. kI heYez.
ahI&UW, s;‹; edY n;. a;lg; heY ºeY q;ek. kusum nGn h\Y;r
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