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pircY pi]k;r dËer
bes a;iz. W;e$r dxekr b*it½mI kq;k;r \ AE kOxtnu pi]k;i$r
sMp;dk a;ixs e`;W Aes sr;sir fet;Y; j;ir krlú ÚÚaimtd;à
a;g;mI s'%*;Y a;pn;ek dIepnd;úek ineY il%et heb.ÛÛ dIepnà
m;enà p÷;exr dxek pÓqm c;rp;ex s;‹;új;g;en; esE ak;lpÓY;t
kq;s;ihit*kú dIepNdÓn;q ce|;p;/*;Y.
a;ixesr inedRx xuen ikzu=, cup ker rEl;m. ytidn
dIepn ebe-c izl Ab' t;r mOtu*r per\ a;‹;E dxk jue‹ t;r
aiSttB a;m;r jIben \ &;bn;Y At$;E sbRmY ey Úkif h;¤s \
dIepnÛ a'xi$ t;r xttm a'exr Aki$ ait =udÓ Zlk m;]. ibm;nI
ejm¿s ijn¿súAr &;W;Y bl; y;Yú ''Like
a microscopic fragmentation of a sand in the vast sea-shore
of the earth.''
a;mr;à
dIepNdÓn;eqr bN/ur;à y%n klemr mu% %ueliz ik %uilinà t%nE
es rIitmt n;mj;d; el%k. ¦uelr gi¹ eper;en;r itnbzr a;egE
wdink Úikex;rÛ pi]k;Y ebireY egez t;r el%;. ¦ul f;En*;l
p;x kr;r pUbR;eh² pÓqm ¤pn*;s Úa;g;mIÛ pÓk;ixt heYez. ¤pn*;si$r
&Uimk; ile% ideYizeln ÂY' aµd;xér r;Y. 1952úet pÓqm
ib&;eg ¦ul f;El*;l p;x ker y%n epÓise@iNs kelej &itR
hlà t%n et; t;r klemr &r; ek;$;elr b;n. as'%* ez;$ \
b‹ p]pi]k;Y es Akn;g;e‹ ile% y;eCz geLpr pr gLpà
p;x;p;ix ebx ikzu pÓbN/. ribb;srIY st*yug pi]k;Y g&Ir
mnndIË a;el;cn;ú ÚkmIR rbINdÓn;qÛà y; pÓk;ixt heYizl
1952úr a;geí$ zui$ s'%*; jue‹ú t; ey Akjn 19 bzerr sd*
t•, il%et p;erà ibxB;s kr;E x¼². ibi&µ pi]k; \
s'kln sMp;dn;r k;j\ xuru ker ideYezn esE smY eqekE.
hlud p;t;r mt ain&Rrey;g* xrIr ineY Akex;
k;j Akse^ h;et en\y; \ esguil yq;yq sMpµ kr;r aibxB;s* =mt;
izl dIepenr. h;j;r k;ejr furset h#;_ h#;_ kelj ií$Ó$ kif
h;¤es !-u idt. dIepn !ukelE aenkguil e$ibl eqek t;r @;k
a;st. tebà y;ek bel duúdç ijireY en\Y;à t; t;r kp;el izl
n;. kif h;¤esú\. z;Y;r mt t;ek i`er eflt aen*r;. Ak$; ez;$ú%;e$;
dËrE bes eyt. t%n aNtt a;m;r et; men htà dIepn eyn esE
firSt;à ey m;nueWr y;btIY sms*;r muxikl a;x;n heY duinY;Y
enem Aesez. yubúz;] a;eNd;lenr l‹;ku tru,útru,Ià
s'xYjjRr epÓimkà kibúgd*k;rún;$kkmIRà herk rkemr il$l
m*;g;ijnú kireYr; eqek xuru ker ibxBibd*;leYr n;kú¤-cu
a/*;pk \ guru gÅIr pÓbN/pÓe,t;ú sb;E c;Eetn aNtt t;edr
mt ker dIepnek ikzu$; smY Ak; epet. dIepn izl inrIxBrb;dI.
k|r kim¤iní$. t;r mt;dexR y;edr ibxB;s izl n;à t;r;\ ikzu
b*i¼²gt &;eb m;nuWi$ek men krtú sbRer;ghr. t; n; helà
e%;d smerx bsu y%n el%k iheseb yx \ ¤p;jRenr ix%eb d-;i‹eYà
itin\ ekn dIepenr ak;lpÓY;e, pircY pi]k;r dIepNdÓn;qú
s'%*;Y Aki$ el%;Y Aehn mNtb* kerizeln eyà dIepenr se^ tkR
kret enEß es y; bel t;etE itin ibxB;s kern.
p÷;exr dxekr eg;‹; eqekE dIepnek icnt;m. ikzu$; dUr eqekà
ec;e% smIh ineY. dIepn t%n ¦i$xc;cR kelej p‹ez. per
ebireYez t;r ÚtOtIY &UbnÛ ¤pn*;si$. ± kelejr l;eg;Y;
bsNt ekibn eqek kelj ií$Ó$ kif h;¤es esi$ ineY a;el;cn;útkRibtekRr
ej;Y;r. b^ s'¦Oit semÎlen b;'l; s;ihet*r esr; el%kedr se^
tru,tm dIepNdÓn;eqr fe$; $;°;en; heYez. Am.Aúr
b;'l; k®;es Ak`r z;]z;]Ir s;menà ey%;en dIepn ¤piShtà
t;rE gLp eqek p'i¼²r pr p'i¼² mu%St bel y;eCzn yxÂI
a/*;pkà jnipÓY kq;s;ihit*k n;r;Y, ge^;p;/*;Y. ibml kr t-;r
sMp;idt ntun rIitr gLpúpyR*;eY z;p; dIepenr Új$;YuÛ gLpi$
ineY eg;$; klk;t;r p;#kkUel tulk;l;m. Aekb;erE ibf¿r*;f¿
a;im. ± ik'bdNtI heY y;\Y; tru,i$r idekà kif h;¤esr keYk
e$ibl durtB eqekà ec;% julu julu ker t;ikeY q;kt;m.
Aki$ `$n; a;j\ men pe‹. kif h;¤es bes a;iz.
Aki$ tru, Aes bllú dIepnd; a;pn;ek @;kezn. t%n a;mr; aenekE
klk;t; ibxBibd*;leY Am.A
p‹iz. z;] s'sedr dËer \ ibi&µ z;] a;eNd;len ed%;ex;n;
ht k;esr b;Eer. ibxBibd*;leYr z;]úz;]Iedr b;iWRk mu%p] ÚAkt;Ûúr
es bzr sMp;dkú dIepn.
inedRxbhnk;rI ezeli$r se^ dIepenr e$ibel ineY
bsl;m. ebx %;ink$; ¤e¼ijt ed%;iCzl t;ek. `$n;$; ik ?
a;emirk;Y t%n kim¤iní$ e%-;j;r n;em m*;k;iqRb;edr @;Einúixk;r
clez. ibxBg,s^Ietr mh;n ¨itBk pl er;bsnúek edexr e&ter
njrbNdI ker r;%;r jn* an* ek;n\ edex y;\Y;r i&s; t-;ek
ed\Y; heCz n;. ± smY ideYE t-;r izl &;ret tq; klk;t;Y
a;s;r kq;. a;mr; a/Ir pÓt*;x;Y idn gu,izl;m. bl;b;hul*à
m;ikRin nY;ú s;mÓ;j*b;d a;m;edr esE a/Irt;r ek;n\ et;Y;K;
kerin.
k;ez Aes bsetE dIepn a;m;ek sr;sir pÓx« krlú
tuim pl er;bsnúAr 'Mother,
I can't sing,/ In the church of my heart the choir is on
fire' ú g;ni$ xuenez;?ÛÛ
t;rpr ¤ãebr pÓtI=; n; ker t;r eZ;l; eqek %-uej epet eg;$;
g;ni$r Aki$ pÓitilip a;m;r h;et /ireY idl. bllú pxuRr me/*
Ar b;'l; tjRm; c;E. ibxBibd*;lY ctBer Aki$ pÓitb;d s&;
heb. es%;en inejr gl;Y et;m;r anub;di$ p;# kreb. %ub
&;el; h\Y; c;E.ÛÛesidn dIepn ey ± k;ji$ sMpµ kr;r jn*
a;m;ekE inbR;cn kerizlà Ar jn*à AE piXcemr bYes Aes\
%;ink$; x;`; eb;/ kir.
AkWi|et jlp;E‡i‹r a;nNdcNdÓ kelej k;j ineY
cel egl;m. p;k;p;ik &;eb klk;t;Y ifer Al;m ¤ns¼er exeW.
Ak$u a;/$u ili% a;r kim¤iní$ p;i$R kirú AE sub;ed pircYúAr
sMp;dk dIepn a;m;ek pi]k;r dËer bs;r a;r k;j kr;r anumit
idl. /Ier /Ierà pÓitidn h;ijr; idet idet k%n ey g;ezr
p;t;r g;eY ixr;r mt \r se^ es-e$ egl;mà j;in n;.
dIepn t%n pircYúAr p;x;p;ix wdink k;l;NtrúAr
s;iht* ib&;gú\ sMp;dn; krt. AE k;ej kI asÅb pirxÓm
kret ede%iz t;ekà a;j\ &ulet p;ir n;. dupur p‹et n;úp‹et
kelej p‹;en;r p;$ cuikeY er;j edo‹ idt;m p;kRús;kR;súA
k;l;Ntr dËer. t;r inedRx anuy;YI $uk$;k k;j krt;m. es%;n
eqek ibekl ebl;Y s;mis eh;e$el eg;gÓ;es eg; m;'s \ •i$
&=, ker $Ó;em ecep kelj ií$Ó$ Ab' pircYúA e!;k;r
a;eg ainb;yR&;eb `N$;úa;/ `N$;r jn* kif h;¤s. A&;ebE
celizl \r mOtu* pyRNt dxúdxi$ bzr pÓ;Y pÓitidn.
x;rdIY ek;n\ ibexW s'%*;r pircY aqb; k;l;Ntr kret egel
dIepenr xÓm ¤#t d;nibk tue^. pÓiti$ fmR;r itn itni$ pÓuf
ed%;à pÓeY;jn eb;/ hel itnúc;ridn Ak n;g;e‹ k;l;Ntr dËer
eqek ¤nÎ;edr mt k;j kr;à r;t dupurú a;‹;Ee$ pyRNt
pircYúAr el%; Ai@$¿ kret pÓuf ed%;à epçul;emr mt pÓitidn
in¤ a;ilpurà p;kR s;kR;s \ kelj ií$Ó$ ez;$;zui$à n;\Y;
%;\Y;r cU‹;Nt ainYmà z;p; h\Y;r pr bhub;r p;itr;m \
an*;n* í$el k-;e/ ker bE epo-ez ed\Y;à bY¦ el%kedr k;gejr
kip inejr h;et ep-oez ideY a;s;à ib+;pn s'gÓh kr;ú Amn
akLpenY a;tÎingÓh dIepnek p-Yt;iöx bzerr ebix b-;cet
edYin. t;r sOjnxIl el%;pe]r df;rf; kerez. r;j;r muku$ m;i$et
n;imeY erel imi@\k;r \ ez;$ el%kedr p;t;r pr p;t; p;çuilip
s'ex;/n \ pÓuf ede% egez aibcl. inejr =mt;ek p;x ifireY
ere% kt r;m; x*;m;úek ey el%k b;iney egl dIepnÞ
dIepn izl At st*b;dIà a;ep;WhIn \ a;dxRinë ey
es k;r\ k;ez ikzu d;ib krel t;r s;i/* izl n;à t;ek efr;Y.
elinnúAr &;W;Y es Úa;imÛ blet Úa;mr;Û buZt. Atidn
ibekel kelj ií$Ó$ kif h;¤esr Ak ek;e, bes es Aki$ pÓitebdenr
mus;ibd; krl. esi$ izl i&eYtn;emr mui¼²yueÊr smqRen
Ab' m;ikRn s;mÓ;j*b;edr ibrueÊ i/K;r j;n;en;r jn* rict.
t;et s;=r s'gÓehr jn* kif h;¤es ¤piSht ez;$úb‹ el%kedr
et; be$Eà a;m;ek ineY dIepn sr;sir a;nNdb;j;r pi]k;r dËer
h;n; ideYizl Ab' ait b‹ kim¤iní$úiber/Iedr \ sE ey;g;‹
ker ifer Aesizl.
xÅu im] y%n rbINdÓ&;rtI ibxBibd*;leY n;$k
ib&;egr pÓ/;nà t%n itin inYimt ej;‹;s-;ek; eqek kelj
ií$Óe$ Aes pircYúAr `er bsetn esÓf dIepenr se^ ikzu$;
smY k;i$eY y;ebn bel. Ak sN/*;Y es%;n eqek t-;ek fusel ineY
dIepn kif h;¤es h;ijr. n;NdIk;rúAr •dÓpÓs;d esn‡Ëà
ekY; c½btIR \ a;r\ keYkjn t%n es%;en a;ñ; m;rizl. xÅu im]úek
súdIepn kif h;¤es ede% t;edr et; ec;% c‹kg;zÞ n*;$*;c;eyRr
se^ nbIn n;$kúkmIRedr esúsN/*;Y du `N$;b*;pI tue%;‹ a;ñ;r
kq; ek;n\ idnE a;m;r pe= ebix sÅb nY.
es smY y;r; izl m;kR;m;r; kOi¼b;sIú eymn xi¼²à
sunIlà dIpkà xr_à x'krú t;r;\ pÓ;, ideY &;el;b;st
dIepnek. kif h;¤es es !ukelE jbrdiSt ker inejedr e$ibel
t;ek e$en int. Akidn ede%izl;mà %ub ainYimt abSh;Y kif h;¤es
!uek es%;en dIepnek ede%E t;ek ji‹eY /er t;r geLp xi¼²úek
aibxÓ;m cumur pr cumu e%eY eyt. dIepnet; esE a;derr a;iteq*t;Y
y;Y y;Yà bilë xér Aes n; b-;c;el esidn ik ht j;in n;.
W;e$r dxek y;r; h;'ir ejn;erxn bel kiqt izlà
t;r;\ kif h;¤es h;etr n;g;el epeY egel z;‹et c;Et n;
dIepnek. Amnik t;ek ideY t;edr st*tm mu%p] Ú=u/;tRÛúet\
Aki$ el%; ili%eY ineyizl. xÓuitúa;eNd;lenr puer;/; el%kedr
pÓit yeqê dubRlt; A &;el;b;s; ede%iz dIepenr me/*. xuu/u
kif h;¤s nYà dIepenr in¤ a;ilpuerr b;i‹et\ a;ñ; m;ret
eyet ede%iz t;edr keYkjnek. mtp;qRk* q;kel\ t;edr k;r\ k;r\
el%; pircYúA smÎ;nshk;er z;ipeYez dIepn. &;el; el%;
&;el; el%;ú A ineY ek;n\ z-u_m;gR izl n; t;r.
ÚtOtIy &ubnÛ ile%izeln dIepn. bStutà t;r
aenkguil &ubn izl. t;rE Ak$;ú beln ií$Ó$ kif h;¤s.
icrk;elr jn* cel y;\Y;r smY es ± &ubni$\ aNtt a;m;r k;z
eqek izineY ineY cel egez. kif h;¤esr p;x ideY aenksmY Aúk;ej
\úk;ej bEp;‹;Y e`;r;`uir kir. ikNtu ± b;i‹i$ a;m;ek
a;r etmn ker $;en n;.
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