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A%n a;im xueY a;iz h;sp;t;elr ebe@. ibz;n;$; /b/eb s;d; c;dr
ideY em;‹;. %ub suNdr. h;\Y;Y m;eZ m;eZ \Wue/r gN/ e&es
a;sez. e&;r het n; hetE `um e&e° egl. e&;err
sUeyRr a;el; `er e!;ekin be$ ikNtu c;ridk$; a;el;Y Zlml krez.
ec;% %uletE edi% a;m;r s;men s;d; ep;W;k pr; Akjn suNdrI
n;sR.
ekmn l;gez A%n ?
ekn a;m;r ik heYez ? belE a;im ¤e# bset
y;iCzl;m.
n; n; Akdm ¤e#; n;. \ ej;r ker a;m;r duk;-/ /er
xuEeY idl.
buZl;m a;m;r b;- h;t$; abx abx l;gez.
et;m;r b;- h;et guil elegizl. h;sel; emeYi$.
a;im ek;n kq; bll;m n;. cup ker rEl;m.
\ blet q;ek A%n a;r &Y enE. guil b;r ker
ed\Y; heYez.
a;im &Y p;E?
p;\ n; ? n; hel k;l r;et blizel eknà a;m;ek
emer; n;. a;im b;-cet c;E.
/*;_. \ kq; bletE p;ir n;. a;mr; t mretE Aesiz.
mOtu*ek &Y p;E n;. emeYi$ suNdr ker h;sel; a;b;r. ekn
mreb ekn ? \pr\Y;l; et;m;ek A jIbn$; ideYez ik mr;r jn*.
h;sel \ek a;r\ %ubsur_ ed%;Y. suNdr s;d; d;-tguel;
ZkZk ker. \r se^ kq; bl;r pr eqek a;im eyn ekmn heY y;iCz.
teb men &;ib inejek s'yt r;%et heb. mnek x¼² ker inl;m.
mu% `uireY inl;m an*idek. e%;l; j;n;l; ideY a;k;x$; ik d;ru,
nIl ed%;eCz. aLp aLp iheml h;\Y; a;sez j;n;l; ideY. A$; ik
m;s ? sb &uel egiz. &uel y;\Y;E &;l.
A%n a;im ikzuE men kret c;E n;.
n;\ A$; e%eY n;\.
ik \$; ?
\Wu/. et;m;r b;- h;etr abx &;b$; eke$ y;eb.
½emE a;m;r b;- h;t$; b*;q;Y $n $n krez. aj;eNt a;m;r mu%
ideY ¤" xÝ$; ebireY Al.
%ub b*q; krez ? t; Ak$u hebE. ap;erxn kret
heYezÛt.
a;im ikzuE men kret p;riz n;.
Ak k;p grm du/ id ?
a;im ereg igeY bll;m n;.
%;\ &;l l;geb.
Amn &;eb emeYi$ bll eyn a;m;r m; blez.
ez;$ebl;Y a;m;r m;\ A&;ebE du/ %;\Y;r kq; blet;. a;im
e%et c;Et;m n;. m; ej;r ker blet;. ez;$edr du/ %;\Y;
&;l. xi¼² hY. exW pyRNt m;Ûr kq; eflet p;rt;m n;.
a;m;edr itn &;Eeb;enr me/* a;im izl;m sb;r ez;$. eb;n
sb;r b‹ \r x;id heY egez. d;d; edex ez;$ em;$ k;j ker. \r
er;jg;er s's;r i#kmt cel n;. &;ig*s m;Ûr Ak$; g;E izl.
du/ ib½Ir $;k;Y m; ek;nmet s's;r s;m;l idet eperez.
AE muhuetR m;Ûr kq; &IW, men p‹ez. a;ó;ek
ez;$ebl;Y h;ireYiz. ik n;ik Ak$; %;r;p asu% heYizl a;ó;r.
s;r;et egel aenk $;k; l;get;. t; a;r ej;g;‹ kr; y;Y in.
tbu m; a;m;ek kelj pyRNt pi‹eYez. s;menr bzr a;m;r f;En;l.
Akm;s izl.
AE smY a;bdul c;c; a;m;edr b;i‹ Al. m;ek
j;n;el; a;m;ek eze‹ ed\Y;r jn*. sb &;r t;r. ¤in a;m;r
d;iYtà ineCzn. pirbetR a;m;edr s's;r aenk $;k; p;eb.
t;ehr ik k;j kreb? t;r ¤¼er a;bdul c;c;
j;ineYizlà \sb ineY et;m;r &;bet heb n;. a;eg \ e$[in'
A y;k t;rpr i#k heb.
a;m;r a;sl n;m t;ehrE izl. A%n a;m;r n;m p;eL$
egez. Akb;r nY dub;r. ekn j;in n; m;Ûr ekmn eyn seNdh hiCzl.
p[qmb;r e$[in' eqek ifer y%n b;i‹ Al;m m; a;m;ek ineY
a;‹;el igeY j;net c;Elà sit* et;ek ik k;j kret hY blet;.
aNtt m;i$ bEet hY n;.
n; n;. a;m;Y sit* ker bl.
&;l k;j. tuim icNt; ker; n;.
tbu m; ibXb;s kret c;Y n;. exeW m; belE efllà
drk;r enE et;r ± k;ej eyeY. a;m;edr y; er;jg;r t;et i#k cel
y;eb. ebix $;k;r drk;r enE.
¤¼er xu/u belizl;mà t; a;r hY n; m;.
m;ek esidn sit* kq;$; blet p;irin.
m; et;m;ek ed%et &IW, EeCz krez. ktidn hl
et;m;Y edi%in. et;m;r p;ex xueY esE gLpguel; xunet a;b;r mn
c;Eez. esE ez;$ebl;Y ey k;ihinguel; blet. b;dx; ¤ijerr gLp.
j;dukr a;bduö;r gLp. ik aãut izl esE idnguel;. sb ik rkm
h;ireY y;eCz. AE pOiqbI$; ekmn eyn heY y;eCz idenr pr idn
aqc ik drk;r izl Asebr. h;n;h;in. m;nueW m;nueW aibXb;s. r¼²p;t.
e&e°cuer tznz ker ed\Y; sb ikzu. a;mr; ik sit* sit* Asb
c;E ?
sbikzu ekmn eyn eg;lm;l heY y;eCz.
j;n m;à k;l r;et ey eh;e$l$;Y a;mr; !uekizl;mà
AErkm j;Yg; a;im jIben k%en; edi%in. Akdm ÂePnr mt. a;el;Y
Zlml krez c;ridk. p[k;ç Ak hl `r. eg;l eg;l e$iblek i`er
bes a;ez m;nuWjn smSt hl `r$; jue‹. \pr eqek b;h;ir a;el;
jÃlez. a;r i#k `err m;Z%;en reYez Ak$; Zrn;. es%;en r°
ebre°r a;el; pe‹ =en=en rUp p;eL$ eflez.
a;er; hYet; aenk ikzu ed%;r izl. ed%et p;irin.
a;m;edr h;et smY kE. e!;k; m;] a;m;edr k;j xuru heY egl.
f;Y;r.
a;mr; c;rjn izl;m. a;m;edr h;et /r; Aek fi$R
ese&n eqek guil Aekr pr Ak ½m;NbeY ebireY eyet q;kel;.
esE muhuetR a;im eyn an* Ak /re,r jIb heY igeYizl;m. emeZet
lui$eY p‹el; l;xguel;. muhuetRr me/* hl `err ech;r;$; ib&_s
rUp epl. a;m;edr k;j t%en; exW hYin. AigeY cll;m e&terr
idek. ibr;$ b‹ AE eh;e$l$;Y n;ik a;$xÛr mt `r a;ez. eyn
Ak$; g[;m. sÅbt ez;$ %;e$; g[;em At `r\ q;ek n;.
a;m;edr n;rkIY k;j y%n clezà esE smY xunl;m
an* /re,r guilr a;\Y;j. buZl;m a;m;edr smY exW heY Aesez.
inejedr a;‹;l ker r;%et ecê; krl;m. rsd yt=, a;ez l‹;E
c;l;etE heb. dupe=r f;Y;ir' clet q;kel;. ebx keYk `N$; clel;
l‹;E. h#;_ kerE a;m;r b;- h;et l;gel; guil. a;im pe‹
egl;m.
a;r ikzu men enE a;m;r. b;ik itnjn ek;q;Y a;ez.
eb-ec a;ez ikn; ikzuE a;m;r j;n; enE.
a;m;r b;- h;t$; &IW, yN],; krez. %ub kê heCz bes q;ket.
a;m;ek an* Ak$; `er Aen epzn idek ehl;en; ecY;er bs;en;
heYez. mue%r s;men p;\Y;rful Ak$; a;el;. AE `er an* y;r;
reYez t;edr mu% a;im ed%et p;iCzn;. ebx ikzu=, cupc;p bes
rEl;m. mue%r s;men amn Ak$; a;el; jÃl;r jn* a;m;r Akdm
&;l l;gizl n;. t;r me/* a;b;r bset\ p;rizl;m
&;l&;eb. eyehtu ecY;r$; epzn idek ehl;en;. &IW,
aÂiSt.
ik n;m et;m;r ?
rmj;n.
i#k ker bel;.
bll;m.
a;sl n;m ik ?
m;Ûr ed\Y; n;m t;ehr.
ek et;m;edr p;i#eYez A%;en ?
an*jn j;net c;Yà delr il@;err n;m ik ?
ik hl ? kq; blz n; ey ? ik ker kq; bl;et hY
a;mr; j;in.
aenk=, cup ker q;k;r exeW bll;mà a;im blet
p;reb; n;.
b*sà AE kq; bl;r se^ se^ \r; i=Pt heY ¤#el;
men hY. `err a;el;$;ek a;er; ¤ÕÃl ker ed\Y; hl. ek;en; xÝ
enE ek;q;\. a;im k;¤ek ed%et p;iCz n;. a;el;r idek t;ikeY
q;ket a;m;r &IW, kê heCz. ec;% due$; $n $n krez. a;m;r
ec;% bN/ heY AelE ek¤ a;m;r xrIr$; Z;-ikeY ideY blezà
j;get reh;. ½m;nÃeY aenk=, A&;ebE clet q;ek. ikzu=e,r
me/* a;im ib/ÃSt heY egl;m. exeW a;r y%n p;rizl;m n;
&;^; &;^; gl;Y bll;mà a;m;ek emer efel;. a;im b;-cet
c;E n;.
sÅbt dY; hl \edr. \r; q;mel;.
a;b;r perr idenr jn* aep=;.
m;à a;m;r hYet; a;r ek;nidn efr; heb n;. exWpyRNt a;m;r
Sh;n ek;q;Y heb ebeheSt n; an* ek;q;\ j;in n;. ¤pr\Y;l;r
k;ez a;m;r jn* ed;Y; em'eg;.
a;m;ek ey $;k;guel; edeb belez \r; t; ideY tuim
`err e%;l;guel; efel ideY z;d ideY in\.
esojen*
" ego‹jnà j;nuY;irà 2009
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