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x[I i&=uk dxRn
ixbr;m
c½btRI
bes q;ket duE &;E akSm;_ ¤_k,R hnà t;-edrE b;i‹r sdr
duY;er %¢in b;ijeY ek séItRn º• kerez.
hWRb/Rn ai&&ut heY blelnà Úa;hà ek
Amn hir‡, g;n ker. eg;br e@ek a;n ¤perà ek;n mh;pu•W $h;pu•W
heb. dxRn kr; y;k.Û
nIec eqek eg;br;r gl; ex;n; y;Yà Úek;n mh;pu•W
nY d;d;à Aekb;erE $h;pu•W.Û
ÚtuE e@ek ineY a;Y.Û
%¢in/;rIek ineY eg;b/Rn `er e!;ek. Akjn
e%;-‹; i&%;ir. is-i‹ e&e° ¤per a;set aenk kêà
aenk ksrt kret heYez t;ek. e%;-‹; ede% hWrb/Renr dY; hYà
itin s;NtÃn; ed\Y;r p[Y;s p;nà Ú&gb;n et;m;ek
e%;-‹; kerezn es jn* du"% ek;er; n; &;Eà A t;-r
dY;. A jeNm a;m;edr mt p;pI t;pIek hirn;m ºineY pu,* ajRn
krzà prjeNm t;-r dY;YúúúÛ
eg;br; kq;$; pUr, kerúúúÚtuim Akjn esr;
fu$bl ep®Y;r heb.Û
i&%;irr mu% ibkOt hYúúúÚa;r y; beln
b;buà etn;r dY;r kq; blebn inà dY;r jen*E mer a;iz. &Y
hYà A jeNmr e%it s;ret prjeNm n; c;r epeY ker p;#;n a;m;Y.Û
el;k$;r ib/;t;r kOp;Y a•ic ede% hWRb/Rn
=uÊ hnúúúÚtuim eb;/hY pd*p;# p‹inà esE pd*$;úúúAkd;
izl n; jut; cr, yugelà Akd; izl n; jut;úúút;rper kI
izler eg;br;.Û
eg;br;r /;r,; hY d;d; \ek /-/; pUr, kret bleznà
t;E aenk e&eb es l;En$; imileY edYúúúÚem;j; per cilY;
egl;m kmRShel.Û
hWRb/Rn ibr¼² hnúúúÚ¤Ÿ-Ÿ-. men a;sez
n; pd*$;úúúesE keb b;l*k;el pe‹iz. y;E eh;kà t;r em;â;
kq;$; heCz AE Akjn el;ekr p;eY juet; izl n; bel es esE r;eg
&gb;nek g;l p;‹izlà h#;_ ed%l a;r Akjenr p; E enEà
t;r et; ekbl juet;E enEek; a;r Akjenr juet; q;k;r p[eY;jnE
enE. t;E ede% t;r men du"% hl.Û
eg;br; ey;g kerúúúÚa;r ey el;k$;r p; izl n;
es \ an* el;ekr juet; enE ede% aenk$; a;r;m epl. dujenE
&gb;enr ap;r mihm; Smr, ker men men t;-ek /n*b;d idet
l;gl.Û
i&%;ir$; AE ¤Cc;e^r t¼Ãkq; kt$; h³dY^m
krl esE j;enà ikN¼ esú\ ej;err se^ s;Y idlúúúÚedebE
et;Û.
t;r ix=;r fl /rez ede% hWRb/Rn pulikt hnúúúÚd*;e%;.
tebE eb;Z. e%-;‹; h\Y; %ub du"e%r t;et &ul enEà
ikN¼ k;n; hel a;r\ kt kê. &gb;n ey et;m;ekúúúÛ
i&%;ir b;/; edYúúúÚy; belezn b;buà
a;eg y%n k;n; izl;m t%n el;ek ekbl a;m;ek acl pYs; c;l;t.
isekr isik duY;in yet;. b;/* heY a;m;Y e%;-‹; het hl. kI
kir . el;ek &;ir #k;Y.Û
hWRb/Rn d;•, ibiSmt hnúúúÚbl ik ? tuim ik
a;eg aN/ izel n;ik.Û
Út; ec;% epel ik ker?Û eg;br;\ ibSmeY bdn b*;d;n
ker.
i&%;ir a;mt; a;mt; kret q;ekúúúÚ&gb;enr
ekrp;. t;z;‹ a;r ik blb mx;E.Û
Út;E bl.Û eg;br; a;XbSt hY. hWRb/Rn belnúúúÚesE
kq;E et; blizl;m eh. &gb;enr dY;Y ik n; hY.Û
i&%;ir t;g;d; l;g;YúúúÚpYs; idn b;buà
y;E Ab;r. aenk b;i‹ `uret heb a;m;ekà ebl; hl.Û
Úa;m;edr k;ez et; pYs; enE b;buà en;$ a;ez
ekbl. eg;br;Ûúúúbl;m;] eg;b/Rn Ak%;n; dx $;k;r en;$ ebr
ker a;en.
i&%;ir t;iCzel*r dOiêet Akb;r ede% enYúúúÚ\"
dx $;k;r en;$. t; a;pn;r; dujen due$; pYs; edebn et; b;bu ?
a;im n $;k; s;e‹ pener; a;n; efrt idiCz.Û bel Zuil eZe‹
r;ixkOt pYs; ebr ker ‡net º• ker es.
Ú¤Ÿ-úúúhWRb/Rn b;/; edYúúúÚtuin eg;$;
en;$%;n;E n;\. \r bdl idet heb n;. a;mr; %rc kretE xher
Aesiz.Û
i&%;irr ec;%due$; @;gr heY \e#à es ab;k
heY y;Y. ikzu=, per seNdehr dOiêet en;$%;n;ek `uireY ifireY
ed%et q;ek. a;sl ik nkl a;ib¦;err ecê; ker. j;l en;e$r
e&j;l nYt ? ede% e$e% exeW t;r s;hs hYúúúÚb;bu a;pin
ik puilexr i$ki$ik ?Û
hWRb/Rn StiÅt hnúúúÚeg;br; A bel kI er.
a;im i$ki$ik. klk;t;Y Aes i$ki$ikr mt ech;r; hl n;ik a;m;r ?
a;Yn;%;n; a;net; edi% Akb;r.Û
eg;br; a;Yn; a;net p;exr `er edo‹;Y. b;bur
&;b;Ntr ede% p;ez en;$%;n; eke‹ enY esE &eY i&%;ir\
esE abser a;eSt a;eSt ser pe‹.
hWRb/Rn a;pn men blet q;ekúúúÚb¤ belizl
be$à eyeY; n; b;pu klk;t;Yà c;micekr mt ech;r; heb. ikN¼
c;micek n; heY heY egl;m i$ki$ik. a;XcyR.Û
a;Yn; ede% hWRb/Renr /e‹ p[;, a;esúúúÚn;"
A%n\ aâur g‹;Ein.Û eg;b/Rn d;d;ek &rs; edYà d;d;r
mue% a;b;r h;is e%elúúúÚy; &Y p;EeY ideYizl i&%;ir$;.
el;k$; k;n; izl ikà A%n\ esE k;n;E reYez.Û
eg;b/Rn es ibWeY iámt nYúúúÚ h*;- A%n\ ec;%
s;erin sMpU,R. t; nEel et;m;r mtn EY; lMb; c\‹; &u-i‹d;r
el;k$;ek bel ikn; i$ki$ik. z*;". Û i&%;irr ¤pr
smSt x[Ê; t;r el;p p;Y.
ÚikN¼ ede%izs i&i%ir hel ik hebà el;k$;r
ag;/ pYs;. se^ se^ dx $;k;r ec¢ b;r ker idiCzl. klk;t;r i&i%irr;\
kI b‹m;nuW. a;s;emr aenk /nIekE hYt iknet p;er.Û
Úy; belz d;d;à h;et h;et n $;k; pener; a;n;
ngdúúúc;E ik inernóE $;k; s;e‹ pener; a;n;\ ebr kret
p;rt hYt.Û
Út;hel Ak%;n; Akex; $;k;r en;$ &;i°eY
inil n; ekn ? %ucer; $;k; k%n ik drk;r pe‹ bl; y;Y n; et;.Û
Úa;r kI ed%l;m j;n d;d;? a;r\ aãut b*;p;r.Û
Ú ikúúik?Û hWRb/Rn ¤_suk hn.
Úel;k$; a;sb;r smY e%;-‹;et e%;-‹;et Alà
kt keê sOeê Al es. ikN¼ y;\Y;r smY is-i‹ $pek tr tr ker
enem egl. &;rI a;XcyR ikN¼.Û
hWRb/Rn ibNdum;] ibcilt hl n;úúúÚa;XcyR a;r
ikà Aik a;m;edr a;s;m? A hl igeY xhr klk;t;. A%;nk;r
h;lc;lE a;l;d;.Û
itin a;Yn;r me/* a;pn;ek pu×;nupu× pyReb=,
kret q;ekn.
esojen*
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